[Voice]

[voiceshall_echo]

[There are some sounds of thrashing, and choking sounds that are somewhere between COMPLETELY AGONIZED and ANGRY AS HELL. It's a short while before Shinzon speaks, and when he does, it's raspy and pretty damn pain filled.]

Not yet, I said not yet!

[He managed to yell that last bit, which leaves him pretty out of breath and dizzy; which is apparent by that thumping sound of him falling over. He mumbles to himself, mostly too quiet to hear, but every now and then phrases like 'Romulan whore' pop up.]

I need more time! [And then there's just labored breathing. Shinzon's life sucks.]

(((Okay so! Shinzon's been missing since the Masterworld port. He took advantage of the chaos and hopped on a ride off world. He's had maybe a month or two out in the real world to find out that the Remans broke off from the Romulan Empire but aren't exactly flourishing, that Romulus is actually dealing with the Federation, and that Commander Donatra, the ho that betrayed him, is in a really, really prominent position. (OH AND PICARD HAS A BABY ON THE WAY. SHINZONSMASH.) Shinzon had all these plans about 'fixing' things, but without a magic fix, his cellular structure started breaking down again. Without any help this time, he died pretty much alone and in agony. So. Shinzon is going to be extra awful from here on out. :>)))

Comments

[heavenonthemind.livejournal.com]

You're in pain, you should be in the Infirmary.

[voiceshall_echo]

I don't need their help. Or your misguided concern. Have you dealt with your pitiful morals yet, is that why you've bothered to speak with me?

Y so mean Shinzon?

[heavenonthemind.livejournal.com]

My morals aren't pitiful.

Annas, I'm concerned because we were once friends.

Because his life is so hard. :[

[voiceshall_echo]

[Have a supremely frustrated sound; his identity issues hav totally gotten worse.]

Am I Shinzon or am I Annas?

Awwwww.

[heavenonthemind.livejournal.com]

[There's a pause where one could almost see Judas shrinking back from his journal. Sunday's left a bigger impact than he thought.]

Annas is just a nickname. If you don't want it, tell me.

He's an emo kid at heart.

[voiceshall_echo]

Why do you use it? [Rasp rasp rasp. Sorry Judas.]

[heavenonthemind.livejournal.com]

[Pauuuuuuuuse.]

Because I wanted something familiar. You look much like him.

[voiceshall_echo]

I look much like everyone but myself.

[heavenonthemind.livejournal.com]

You look like yourself too.

[voiceshall_echo]

[Muttering to himself now.] My self is his self.

[heavenonthemind.livejournal.com]

[Sounding absolutely confused:] What?

[voiceshall_echo]

[He's moved away from his PADD, voice a lot more muffled.] I'm not him.

[heavenonthemind.livejournal.com]

[Judas speaks a little louder.] No you aren't. You're Shinzon. I'm sorry.

[voiceshall_echo]

[There's a long silence, and he's muttering to himself now, pained.] My Folly.

[And abruptly he silences himself, slowly returning to his PADD.] Enough. Why are you still an inmate, Judas? Graduate. Leave.

[And after another moment] How long have I been gone?

[heavenonthemind.livejournal.com]

[There's a hesitant pause, as he feels like he's getting bullied into something.] Only a few days by Barge time, but I know that could be years for you.

[voiceshall_echo]

Months. [Brooding now. Brooooding.]

[heavenonthemind.livejournal.com]

[Well color him surprised, the Apostle pauses again.]

Are you alright?

[voiceshall_echo]

Yes. [The lie is pretty evident with that strain in his voice.]

[heavenonthemind.livejournal.com]

Don't lie to me.

[voiceshall_echo]

Then don't ask such questions!

[heavenonthemind.livejournal.com]

Of course.

[voiceshall_echo]

Leave me be.