[Voice]

[voiceshall_echo]

[There are some sounds of thrashing, and choking sounds that are somewhere between COMPLETELY AGONIZED and ANGRY AS HELL. It's a short while before Shinzon speaks, and when he does, it's raspy and pretty damn pain filled.]

Not yet, I said not yet!

[He managed to yell that last bit, which leaves him pretty out of breath and dizzy; which is apparent by that thumping sound of him falling over. He mumbles to himself, mostly too quiet to hear, but every now and then phrases like 'Romulan whore' pop up.]

I need more time! [And then there's just labored breathing. Shinzon's life sucks.]

(((Okay so! Shinzon's been missing since the Masterworld port. He took advantage of the chaos and hopped on a ride off world. He's had maybe a month or two out in the real world to find out that the Remans broke off from the Romulan Empire but aren't exactly flourishing, that Romulus is actually dealing with the Federation, and that Commander Donatra, the ho that betrayed him, is in a really, really prominent position. (OH AND PICARD HAS A BABY ON THE WAY. SHINZONSMASH.) Shinzon had all these plans about 'fixing' things, but without a magic fix, his cellular structure started breaking down again. Without any help this time, he died pretty much alone and in agony. So. Shinzon is going to be extra awful from here on out. :>)))

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[lastconfessor.livejournal.com]

If I had, I wouldn't have done my job correctly.

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[voiceshall_echo]

That implies you were doing it correctly to begin with.

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[lastconfessor.livejournal.com]

You disagree?

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[voiceshall_echo]

Obviously.

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[lastconfessor.livejournal.com]

Well, I suppose you are entitled to your opinion.

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[voiceshall_echo]

And I half expected you to try taking it.

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[lastconfessor.livejournal.com]

I don't trust you to not attack me again.

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[voiceshall_echo]

You're weak.

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[lastconfessor.livejournal.com]

You're the weak one, Shinzon, and yet you don't even see it.

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[voiceshall_echo]

I'm not the one dedicated to an absent lover.

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[lastconfessor.livejournal.com]

What do my feelings for Richard have to do with any of this?

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[voiceshall_echo]

He makes you pathetic.

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[lastconfessor.livejournal.com]

He makes me a better person. But, what would you know? You've never truly cared for anyone.

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[voiceshall_echo]

You know nothing of what I've cared for!

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[lastconfessor.livejournal.com]

Then, please, enlighten me.

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[voiceshall_echo]

You consider yourself worth confiding in?

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[lastconfessor.livejournal.com]

We've confided in each other before, why should now be any different.

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[voiceshall_echo]

You're untrustworthy.

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[lastconfessor.livejournal.com]

Really. How am I untrustworthy?

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[voiceshall_echo]

I don't trust you!

[Yeah, he's just angry and hurt and lashing out, now.]

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[lastconfessor.livejournal.com]

[She's totally biting back an I don't trust you either remark.]

Have I not proven myself to you by now that you can? What have I done that would make me untrustworthy?

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[voiceshall_echo]

Any possibility for trust was lost after you confessed me.

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[lastconfessor.livejournal.com]

[And since she doesn't know which time he's referring to, she'll just go with this answer.]

It was necessary, I had no other choice.

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[voiceshall_echo]

You pine for your Richard and find nothing wrong with forcing love on someone else?

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[lastconfessor.livejournal.com]

Do you expect me to reject my upbringing, Shinzon?